F’n A i suck at life

I can’t make it.  I can’t do it, I just want to sleep.  I need time off work, I need time off school.  I can’t do it.  I can’t do it anymore.  I need my family, I need someone to hold me so I can cry. to rub my necks when i get these stupid headaches.  to drive me when I am dizzy. I can’t do it.  I am giving up, I think i need to ask for time off work.  Because I can’t make it. I am going to fail this semester and never graduate.  My body is going to keep getting worse.  and worse.  and worse.  Im crying so hard.  i am almost suicidal. I can’t handle this.  I need to go home and rest. I can’t do it.