Music

Often times i think music can express things im feeling much better than I can vocalize them myself.  As a girl, single, in her early 20′s, I have led somewhat of a permiscuous past.  God has changing/is changing my heart and life, however not only do I have a hard time forgiving myself i often wonder how any man who is everything I desire in a man will accept me for all that I have done. I was listening to my sisters CD and this song came on and its pretty much my heart.

Lyrics: Wearing White by Martina McBride

Phones were ringing, tongues were wagging
Hot gossip was flying
All around town
She heard the talk, the lowdown was
The shameless color of
Her wedding gown

It’s white
I mean really who’s she trying to kid
Everybody knows the things she did
It just isn’t right
Won’t that be a sight
To see her wearing white

She was wild, a wayward child
To put it mildly
She made her life a mess
But she was young, the past is done
Now she’s in love
And putting on a new dress

It’s white
And it’s nobody’s business what she wears
Anyway the truth is she don’t care
Baby it’s her life
She’ll do what she likes
And she likes wearing white

He’s all nerves when he sees her
As far as he’s concerned
She’s an angel

In white
He just can’t believe that she is his
What a crazy miracle this is
Who she was he don’t mind
‘Cause on their wedding night
She’ll be wearing white
She’ll be wearing white
She’ll be wearing white