Spell check is awesome, I suppose I should start using it. I have so much to blog about because I haven’t written in forever. So much has occured in the last week. Jen had baby Lyla, and I got to see her being born. It was the most magnificent event I have ever witnessed in my life! Labor is so much work, yet so quickly forgotten upon hearing the cries of a new little one. I can’t wait to have a baby. I pray God blesses me with a husband so that I may one day carry a child. The idea of having a little one inside of me, of literally growing a human, absolutely fascinates me.
Before I begin having babies, I probably should identify what going on in my own body. I have diagnosed myself with M.S. – via WebMD – would explain the numbness in my limbs, the dizziness, fatigue, headaches, memory loss… all of it. Its either that or Lyme’s disease and I been far from the woods as of late!
I miss my Toni. And my doudalay. I need them. I wish they would live near me. I miss being with them. And trying to get away from them 
j/k mom. Well, its late, I just now finished going to the store and bathin, the first time in 3 days I think. maybe only 2. That’s what happens when you body is falling apart and you have no time to sleep, you do away with personal hygiene. LoL you should have seen my legs before the last shower! Yucky. Goodnight.
